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Shooting stars, I hope they’re real.

Some days I wake up and I’m fine, I get through the day, yes I even smile.
The other day’s, they aren’t so much mine, they don’t fall in line, and they go an extra mile.

Every day I stay positive, I dream and even shine. You see the real me, but there’s always another side.
You should know, things are not how they seem, not always fine, I know how I feel, at least on the inside.

I work hard at my passions, I use up all my spare time. I even lose sleep, because I’m inspired.
I create pretty fashions, I write and I rhyme. I have a special talent, for that, I am tired.

I just hope my efforts pay off, I need money to live. Things don’t just take off, all of my fuel, I will give.

Wasting my energy

I hate you, but I still love you

How can this be, I just want to forget.

Thought you were me boo, guess that was never true.

Oh silly me, that’s just my regret.

Yes I hurt too , I’m sad but not cause of you.

Im crying deep down, cause of, guess who.

I don’t miss you at all I’m happier now.

At the same time I don’t believe this shit like wtf wow.

If you can forget me so easy, why was I even there?

Makes me wonder, were you even playing fair!

Fuck you and you.

Dog cunts round two?

I tell myself I don’t need you, bye for now.

Why am I still sad, you downgraded to a cow.

Deadset, lost me forever

Still my heart holds on, to you, not whoever.

This is why I’m done, these feeling are way too much.

I’m forgetting you more and more, even that soft first touch 😦

Beholder

I try my hardest, I still do my best, I always will, I’m so god damn strong. To push myself further, I really need some rest. I smile and I’m happy, but still, the days at work are far too long.

I don’t work for the fun, I have a much deeper reason, although it’s nice in the sun, it’s a hot fucking season.

Every day I charge on, take on board everything I know. There’s so much around me, every choice I make can be right or wrong. Making big steps, is like leaping to the snow. You can only go further, moving forward, more powerful than singing a song.

Dear God Part 2

Question one, is the pain really worth it, in the end, what is the end, see, you make it so much harder. This girl has no money to spend, I aint rich do I even know my worth. Am I just a slut, do I really have to give birth, family’s all that matters, here we are, in pain, we all still suffer, there’s too much evil on this earth. Thank you for the beauty, there’s still so much good, although I find it hard, makes it harder, I’m so misunderstood.

God, oh God, I still need your guidance, you put me here, is there a reason, I still hold on, I live on for you. Why don’t we swap shoes, I’ll be God, you try being me, I doubt you would last, unlucky for you, it’s the worst god damn view. You’ve given me the world, every living creature too. I am so grateful, but things go wrong, and nothings ever new.

Question number two, what the hell is going on, these boys and girls, do they even know what to do. I’m sorry to be so rude, just sick of trying to get through, to who? I don’t even know you. I’ve always cared for others, is love really ever true? I guess what I’d like to know, are we to you, just animals in a zoo. Whenever I’m nice I just get hurt, you would know, do you feel this shit too?

God oh God, of course I’ll go on, I’ll live by your teachings, and I’ll shine like the sun. I’ll smile and I’ll laugh, I want to have fun. Just help me get through this, in the end when I’m done, it would feel so good, just to say I won.

Amen

– Laura Josephine Burchill

Bitch power

When the going gets tough, I’ll use my bitch power.
Don’t get too scared, I mean no harm.
Unless you played me rough, I’ll turn that shit sour.
You’ll see another side of me, but still, I’m a charm.

If you love me, that’s great! really good news.
I’ll love you too, until you take advantage and use.
If you hate me even better! Don’t wanna hear your excuse.
I can hate you too, I couldn’t refuse.

Don’ tell me you care, even if you do, it doesn’t mean shit, not even to you.
Speak a lil louder, then you’ll get through, line up boys, there’s already a queue.
Cheeky boys just don’t see my view, I’m a girl, You’re a boy, who would have knew.
Silly girls, they just can’t choose, but it takes some getting used too.

Give me some respect, we’re on the right track .
Don’t stop there, the effort, you still won’t show.
Give me a good reason to take that all back.
If your sneaky, too bad, I always just know.

If you wanna smack, come on, bitch attack.
You aint got shit to throw, but let’s give em a good show.
Now mate, I hope your happy, any chance you have, you always just blow.

-Laura Burchill

Simply special stuff

We are all on a journey with a focus.
Your life starts with you, now make your life good.

You’ll have your concerns.
You may even feel hopeless.

Don’t stop there, start to smile, you really should.
I bet, you forgot you could.
The world around you is being misunderstood.

Earth still goes around and the stars still like to sparkle.
Waves will still splash, it’s all there for you, now just enjoy.

Don’t be down, don’t be sad.
We all do really care, but it starts to annoy.

The ‘you know it’ effect, trust your gut, and stay true to yourself.
If you know you need help get yourself checked.
Earn the respect, then be happy as oneself.

Life goes on.
Keep your head up high.

We are lucky to be alive, you know…
Anyone could die.

-Laura Burchill-